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Vlade Divac, My Brother, and Me

1989.

That was the year Vlade Divac made his way from Yugoslavia to join the Los Angeles Lakers. It was the year my family arrived in America from Vietnam. My brother was 6-years-old. I didn’t exist yet.

It’s a coincidence at best, but the link between my brother and his all-time favorite player was always something worth noting for me. Could it be coincidence that my brother idolized Divac, a foreigner whose fun-loving, selfless attitude allowed him to mesh (as well as he could) with this brave new world? Watching Divac thrive under the bright lights of Hollywood, an embodiment of American lore, was inspiration enough for people like my brother who yearned for an outlet to fit in.

I can’t help but think basketball, especially the 1989-96 Lakers, helped expedite his process of assimilation. I just can’t imagine my brother, or myself for that matter, had he not dove headlong into the NBA.

We had a Michael Jordan poster on the wall. We had a mini-basketball hoop in our room (mostly for me, being the overactive little shit). On Saturdays, we watched Hang Time on NBC because it vaguely dealt with the sport. We watched NBA Inside Stuff as a pregame warmup. The second Roundball Rock started playing, I’d dash out to the living room, excited for a game I knew close to nothing about. More than anything else, I was fascinated by the game’s spell over my brother. Suddenly he didn’t want to play with me. Suddenly all he wanted to do was sit motionlessly and watch. And of course I followed suit. I didn’t miss a single Sunday triple-header. If my brother was watching, so was I — at least until my mind wandered towards my action figures. Yet despite my attention problems, basketball stuck early. I made my first real friend in first grade discussing Michael Jordan and Scottie Pippen. By the time I was 7, I could give you the name of any active NBA player so long as you provided a picture of them. It was a feat even my brother wasn’t capable of. That’s kind of what happens when you’re exposed to the internet so young.

We’ve lived in the Los Angeles area all my life, which makes it a little strange to recount my brother’s early years of fandom. For one, he was a Lakers admirer during some of the most dogged years the franchise had dealt with in decades. Aside from the one Finals appearance in 90-91, the Lakers were largely irrelevant, clinging to a few first round defeats, and the unfamiliar process of the lottery. But my brother looks back on these years as vital experiences. Of course, he had Michael Jordan to admire every weekend, but for the day to day grind, it was Chick Hearn, Vlade, Cedric Ceballos, Nick Van Exel, Eddie Jones, and “SEDALE THREATT!”

The iterations after 1996 were largely irrelevant in our household. My brother had not healed from his home team trading away his favorite player. The rest of his beloved Lakers had also vanished. The Shaquille O’Neal and Kobe Bryant era was looked down upon in our household. While this marked the beginning of most Laker fans my age, my allegiances ran wild. We spent the next two years marveling at Jordan’s last stand before my brother found sanctuary with the exciting, run-and-fun Sacramento Kings, marking my brother’s reunion with Vlade.

By the time I was old enough to make coherent judgments of Vlade, he had already settled into the background. My brother raved on and on about how Vlade was an amazing player. None of it could be true; especially since all I saw was a lazy flopper who could barely get up and down the court. But then I’d see Vlade operate in the low block with the utmost patience, catch a cutting Doug Christie with an over-the-shoulder flip pass. I’d see my brother’s immediate reaction. A clenched fist, a shout, and a smile. It was a celebration of Vlade and his career; an NBA career that spanned 16 years. The length of time it takes for a dumb kid (sorry, bro) to progress into adulthood.

Even in his last full season as King, Vlade found a way to be effective. At the age of 35, with the foot speed of an oak tree, he had a career high assist average of 5.3 a game, one more a game than his previous career season in 98-99 (4.3).  I learned early from my brother that your favorite players didn’t always have to be the best. They just have to carry traits that you admire most, whether they translate on the court or not. My brother valued craftiness above all else. He valued the smart plays, even more so if a player could be smart without sacrificing flair. Being a fan of Vlade Divac in his prime and during his decline meant being a fan of someone who was willing to immerse himself in all facets of the game. And by the end of his career, it meant appreciating the skills that time couldn’t take away. In his final years, we watched Vlade transcend his limitations. Sure, he couldn’t run. But that didn’t stop him from becoming Sacramento’s primary facilitator, taking full advantage of a skill that he’s possessed and honed since he was a teenager in Yugoslavia.

Commitments have eaten away at my brother’s NBA time. As the years pass by, familiar faces have began to fade, replaced by young talents he’s yet to acquaint himself with. It’s not sad. It’s just life. As for myself, I have my own fandom issues to sort out, and I’ve started the process by going back to the beginning. This journey is all about perspective, and I have my brother to thank for instilling this love when I was young. I have fond memories of the Knicks-Heat feuds of the late ’90s, of a young Kevin Garnett, and of Vince Carter back when he could do no wrong. Those memories are my foundation. But there will always be a spot reserved for Vlade Divac. Because I suppose in my family, it begins and ends with him.

Vlade played his first NBA game against the Dallas Mavericks. In 15 minutes, he logged 2 points, 8 rebounds, and 3 blocks. It was played at Reunion Arena in Dallas on November 3, 1989. Exactly two years (and a day) later, I was born.

Thank you, Vlade, for being the player my brother looked up to most. You’ll never know the impact you’ve made, but I suppose I owe you. You’ve helped shape the person I’ve looked up to my whole life.

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Dap, Dap

Illustration by CardboardGerald

Cardboard Gerald of Bobcats Baseline was kind enough to draw me a picture of Semih Erden. Next time I head to a Kinko’s, this is getting printed on superfine matte, framed, and posted on my wall. I told him that I was going to pass this along to my future young. I wasn’t joking.

In other good news, if you haven’t seen already, I’m now contributing to Hardwood Paroxysm. My first piece is on John Wall, his injuries, and his growth. I’ve gotten positive feedback on it, so I’m hoping I’m not bringing down the blog’s good name.

School started yesterday, and it’s looking like a demanding semester. I can’t promise regular updates (not that it happens anyway) but I should still have enough time to crank out a piece every week or so. So if you guys need your fix, peruse through the archives. And if you haven’t read already, read my pieces on Anthony Randolph and Blake Griffin.

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On Anthony Randolph, or “My Week With Gastroenteritis”

Anthony Randolph’s career has been a series of miscalculated endeavors. Saying I was wrong for believing Randolph to be the key to the New York Knicks’ rise would be an understatement. He’s been an absolute disappointment, but that hasn’t changed who he is. He still possesses the same gangly frame with the most forlorn face you’ve ever seen. He still possesses all the potential in the world. And he still has absolutely no clue what to do with it.

There are only two ways of looking at Randolph. Either you see what he can become —Lamar Odom with Marcus Camby’s adroit defense— or you don’t see him, period. That’s understandable; after all, for all the legends he’s created in summer league and preseason play, he is still a benchwarmer for a team all too willing to give him up for the right price. But what does that do to a player? He’s heard all about his potential, but so far, he’s had very little to show. Two years of cuckoo-ball in Oakland, and a non-season in New York. Three years in the league, and he’s yet to exist in the present. Only in the future, or nowhere at all.

But hey, Randolph doesn’t have it so bad. In Portland, Jermaine O’Neal sat motionless in the same seat for four years. Maybe all the time spent not doing what you signed up to do changes you for the better. Maybe it forces you to make sense of yourself before you’re left behind for good.

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Gastroenteritis means inflammation of the stomach and small and large intestines. Viral gastroenteritis is an infection caused by a variety of viruses that results in vomiting or diarrhea. It is often called the “stomach flu,” although it is not caused by the influenza viruses.

The affected person may also have headache, fever, and abdominal cramps (“stomach ache”). In general, the symptoms begin 1 to 2 days following infection with a virus that causes gastroenteritis and may last for 1 to 10 days, depending on which virus causes the illness.

via CDC – “Viral Gastroenteritis”

You don’t know your limitations until you confront them face to face.

I didn’t have a chink in my iron gullet. I spent my days happily testing the bounds of my bottomless pit of a stomach. I was a monster. I was a beast. I was  freakshow commissioned by my parents to entertain guests.

Watch our scrawny son eat! He eats so much, but he doesn’t grow!

And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t love every second of it.

But illness has a way of pitting your greatest allies against you. I haven’t been able to piece together a cohesive eating pattern in a week. I haven’t been able to eat a regular meal in five days. As soon as food enters my system, an enormous bubble-wrapped void enters my stomach, forbidding anything else from encroaching on its newfound home. The pain was in knowing. Knowing I was starving, but unable to do anything about it. Granted, my bout with the stomach flu has been mild. Other than one day locked in the bathroom, the past few days have been spent idly battling (if you can call it that) an incorruptible bloating. My misfortunes may pale in comparison to much stronger strains of virus, but it hurts all the same, especially when it begins to wear away at your identity.

When food plays such a large role in shaping your social behavior and personal wellbeing, you start to wonder if it’s just a sickness, or if life as you know it is escaping your grasp. For a week —a duration longer than I’ve ever had to deal with— I’ve been unable to eat, and it’s the scariest thing I’ve ever dealt with. Maybe this is adulthood. My friends joke that this is time catching up with me, that this is the end of my tireless metabolism. And I start to believe them. Because at what point do I start blaming myself for this, and not my circumstance?

Because being a victim of circumstance only works for so long as an excuse, right?

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Randolph has no identity, and unless he has a chance to determine himself what he is as a basketball player, he’ll remain stuck. For a player of Randolph’s talent level, that’s the worst case scenario.

Alas, therein lies the problem with Randolph. He’s clearly not ready for the big minutes, but there is absolutely no way he progresses without them. He makes egregious errors when he is forced to quantify and qualify his time, something that has been made all too clear in his 110 minutes with the Knicks and his beyond terrible 5.7 PER. If you give Randolph enough time to naturally read the flow of the game, he is capable of astounding things. But he can easily drag the team through Styx in the process. The Knicks are wise to want to find a suitor. The team, even if it’s only a middling playoff team in the East, has too much positive momentum to give Randolph any chance at destroying it. Randolph needs a team with the patience to watch him grow through trial and error, and a team with nothing to lose playing him for extended minutes.

And now more than ever, enter Portland. It makes me sick to say, but yet another crucial player has fallen to knee injury. Marcus Camby is confirmed to have surgery for a torn meniscus in the left knee. With Brandon Roy, Greg Oden, and now Camby out of the picture, trading for someone of Randolph’s ability should be a no-brainer. Market value has determined that a first round pick will win Randolph’s services, and Portland has definitely shown interest.

Looking at the Blazers’ diminished roster, one could easily hold out hope that Randolph could find sanctuary in Oregon. But that’s also what we said about Oakland and New York. Randolph hasn’t been able to fight into a stable frontcourt spot at any juncture in his career, and at this point, he needs confirmation that he’s going to play, above all. Have the Blazers nothing left to lose? It all depends on how much they want to cling to their futile 8th seed. But fostering young talent as a contingency plan might not be too far-fetched of an option with the way their curtain is closing.

Unfortunately, none of us know what Randolph would bring to Portland. It was easy to victimize him during his first two seasons due to the insanity that was the Warriors’ rotation. New York, on the other hand, has been an extreme disappointment, especially considering what a marvel an Amar’e Stoudemire/Randolph frontcourt could’ve been. He just hasn’t done much to earn his spot, especially with him jacking up long range two-pointers every chance he gets.

The only thing we seem to know about Randolph is what he could be. It’s the only thing folks write or talk about. It’s so inundated in our systems that enormous potential very well may be Randolph’s identity at this point. It’s a foundation made of popsicle sticks. It’s what makes his play so infuriating and inspiring, sometimes at once (though examples are few and far between this season).  He still has time to salvage whatever it is he envisioned for himself, but we can only cling to potential for so long. Let’s just hope the toiling on the bench hasn’t already done him in.

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Deep Fried Crow

Head over and read my latest for Outside The NBA on Tracy McGrady and his recent resurgence in Detroit. I called his demise during the summer, but he has indeed made good on his word. He’s back. Not better than ever, not even close. But a Tracy McGrady playing a vital role in a team’s success will always be welcomed in my book.

Give it a gander. It’d make me smile.

Oh, and there’s this:

Something to cross off my bucket list.

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Happy New Year from Plantar Fasciitis

I started this blog last May because I had too many NBA thoughts and not enough friends that gave a shit. I knew of the big hitters, FreeDarko, TrueHoop and Ball Don’t Lie, but little did I know that the NBA blogosphere was full of inspiring talents, each with their own perspective and attitude to this wonderful game.

There is an unparalleled level of respect and camaraderie in the NBA blogosphere that I’ve just tapped into. Twitter is crazier than I could’ve ever imagined, but only a platform like that could adequately connect the mob of hoop obsessed boys and girls that we are.

I don’t claim to be anything more than a bag full of words. I don’t know the game as well as the people who do this for a living. But journalists, bloggers, writers, whatever you want to call them; they make me want to learn as much as I can. I’m growing as a writer and as a fan, and I can only hope that one day my voice is as strong as the folks who write for ESPN, the TrueHoop Network, SB Nation, SLAM Magazine, Yahoo!, and any other influential outlet.

And so begins 2011. I don’t know where this blog will take me. I’ve spent the past 19 years of my life watching basketball a certain way. It was only until a few months ago that I began to see basketball in a new way, embracing numbers as much as I did the mental aspect of the game. There is an infinite amount of growth left in me as a writer, observer, and person. I hope to progress in all three areas with the help of this blog, and with the help of this community that I’ve become a part of.

I appreciate everyone who’s ever read my writing, retweeted my pieces, or given me compliments/suggestions/advice.

Thanks for your readership over the months. Here’s to a wonderful new year.

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Campfire Stories

Hey, all. Hope you’re doing well.

I’ve been a bit busy with finals the entire week, so I haven’t been able to update as often as I would’ve liked. But in my spare time, I’ve worked on an essay that was supposed to put an idea to rest. I don’t know if it did, but it might help you out in some way. It’s over at Outside The NBA, and it’s on Keon Clark. Check it out here. I do hope you give it a gander.

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We Want War

We Want War

These New Puritans - We Want War

Let's start at the end. | A Plantar Fasciitis illustration

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Just Wanted To Be A Star

Hey fellers!

Here’s my latest at Outside The NBA. If you’re a fan of Russell Westbrook, you might be interested. So take a gander if you’d like.

Now, how about some Sam Cooke?

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On Joy and Sorrow

On Joy and Sorrow

Then a woman said, “Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow.”

And he answered:

Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.

And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.

And how else can it be?

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.

Is not the cup that hold your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter’s oven?

And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?

When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Some of you say, “Joy is greater than sorrow,” and others say, “Nay, sorrow is the greater.”

But I say unto you, they are inseparable.

Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.

Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy.

Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.

When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.

- Khalil Gibran

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